Guys! Im back hehe!  :)

Sorry for making you guys wait too long. WELL, I GOT 500+ PAGEVIEWS but my followers count is still below 10(below 1 tbh). Today I’m gonna tell you about my obsession with BETHANY MOTTTAAAA and some other things! :D Yep, she’s Macbarbie07 on Youtube! She is so perfect. I really love her, she is my inspiration. We don’t have to be a singer or what to motivate others, just be ourselves. If you don’t know Beth, I’m going to post her pictures below (I got a lot of her pics).

Bethany totally inspires me in almost everything especially fashion. She just had her 18^th birthday on last Nov 7. I don’t know why I love her so much, she’s young, gorgeous, creative, and just so awesome! Make sure you subscribe her too on Youtube. (Don’t forget to subscribe mine too, even there is still no videos. My Channel: VaioGirl13 , Im saving money for a camera.) I know my channel name is just almost like hers, You know, she’s my inspiration, so.

Bethany’s video is always be the first thing I watch if Im on Youtube, her videos are awesome, funny and the HD quality is perfect. I want to buy a camera with high HD but not so expensive. Comment to tell me some of the camera models! Ill be so happy if you guys help me :D Saving money is so hard, I even never eat at school, just to save money for this.

Okay, after talking about Beth, I’m going to tell you about my life these days. THESE DAYS SUCK. Everything ruined, nothing left. I had a plan for my studies and my future, but my parents didn’t allow me because they think I’ll be like my friends (let say her name AP *notrealname*), she is from a not so-broken home family, her parents still together but live in the different country. Her life is totally messed up, some says she lost her virginity on the 6^th grade, and she smokes weed and drugs. I don’t know if the drugs one is true or not, but that’s what rumors say. If she lost her virginity on the 6^th grade, I think it’s almost-normal in the western, but for chinese it’s a horrible stuff. I will not do things like that, I promise. I have God, I believe in God, why the hell I should do stuffs like that? But my parents said that they just worried about me, so I say okay. I’ll just do another plan.

Done with the ruined plan, I got some more things that I keep thinking about. I told you that I moved to another city, I was in a government school when I was 7^th grade(now I’m on 8^th grade), I got so many friends there, I mean real friends. They are all so kind and awesome, they don’t care whether you’re rich or poor, gorgeous or not, smart or not. WE ARE ALL SAME, WE SHOULD BE TREATED SAME TOO.  Then, I got a problem in that school, not really a problem, but just a problem (wtf im talking about). So, my mom moved me to another school, where my brothers study at. Well, before I moved to that school, there are so many people told me that that school has so many like bad-attitude people in there (sorry, im just telling what my friend told me, they told me about AP too). I know Im going to die in that school, not because the lessons, just the environment. 

Okay, I made a blog, I shared it on my facebook and tagged the post to some people, I tagged this post to one of my bestie on the government school, but I didn’t tag it to some other besties. They think I forgot them, they think. But the truth is I never do. I even pray for them every night, thinking of them what are they doing on school without me, do they ever think about me at school, I always think like that tbh. Ah that’s sad. Then, tomorrow (10 Nov) is one of my bestie birthday, and the birthday party is on 10am, and I CANT GO BECAUSE MY MOM SAID I HAVE TO GO TO CHURCH. Then, they will be more misunderstood, I tried to talk to my mom, but she said I never went to church this month, but I did, I think. I will go to her party at 1pm tomorrow, after church. Okay, thank you for reading this stupid thing again and thank you for being my friend to share something! 

xx,

Celine.